So I wake up this morning to a text from a boyfriend. It's a link to a wrestling website. It said that some couples will be revealed on Total Divas later this month. The only ones I care about are John Cena and Nikki Bella & Justin Gabriel and a new diva Jo-Jo Offerman. Beautiful women and handsome men. I only care about these couples because I guess you can say I have a crush on Cena and Gabriel. I'm not gonna lie, when I read that, & I read it like 3 times, I was hurt. Still am actually. I think the Justin-Jo-Jo relationship kind of hurts more because I tweeted just yesterday that Cena had to have been with someone, so I actually wanted to know that. But with Justin, I just never thought about him in a relationship so it snuck up on me.
My tweet yesterday about Cena.. "What I wanna know is, who is @JohnCena fucking? Cus I will gladly volunteer. He's too good of a person to not be digging into some pussy."
So clearly I was expecting him to be with someone, just didn't know who. This may sound stupid but I'm kind of heartbroken -_- yes, heartbroken over someone I've never met before. But you know how it is, crushing on a celebrity, thinking something can come from it. I was just stupid. Stupid to think all these attractive wrestlers were single. & even more stupid to believe that I actually stood any kind of chance with any of them. :/
So anyway, I guess I just wanted to get a little personal with y'all. I'm not gonna sit here and hate on Nikki and Jo-Jo. they're beautiful and everyone deserves to be happy but I can say that I'm hurt (story of my fucking life) but I would like to say that love is a beautiful thing & I am happy for these couples and wish them the best! :)... But I'm still hurt.
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