Tongue Adventures

So yesterday, my best friend and I had a date to get tattoos. We were excited as shit. It would've been her first tattoo, my 4th. WE WERE FUCKING HYPE! ^_^ We went to Black Lotus in Severn. (www.blacklotustattoos.com) So when we get there, they said they weren't doing tattoos that day -_- We were blown like a motherfucker! Least I was cus I REALLY wanted tattoos. But the lady said they were doing piercings today (yesterday) so we looked at each other like we're tryna get our tongues pierced. We had a new mission, getting our tongues pierced and she also got spider bites! Go figure, this bitch hasn't had any piercings other than her ears and for her first time, she gets 3! lol. So she goes first, he does her tongue first, of course I'm watching the whole time, he was ready do mine next. So he's talking her through it, saying what he's gonna do and all that good stuff. blah blah, she has 3 new piercings, same with me but with one new piercing. The guy that did our piercings was cool af. He has his tongue split which is soo crazy to me but still kinda cool.

 

(Not Him, Just A Picture)

 

I'm gonna be honest, I was a little upset cus she didn't want me to hold her hand while she got hers, lol. I'm like -_- what tf are best friends for then :( lol oh well. When we went to eat at the food court at the mall, we were struggling like a motherfucker, lol, smh. It's so hard to eat, at least for us/me. & It's still hard to eat. For me, when I got home, it started to hurt and pretty much hurt throughout work (Fuck Work) :/ So I'll just have to get used to it cus I've always wanted my tongue pierced and now I have :)

Grave Robbers

So all this talk about music artists doing songs with other music artists that are dead is kind of pissing me off. Drake and Chris Brown doing songs with Aaliyah -_- TF. I don't know why it pisses me off but it does. I keep hearing that artists has songs and material that is unreleased and never heard of and all that shit and I think that is bullshit. I'm not saying it's impossible, I'm just saying I don't like it. So after all these years, that person just out of nowhere has material that no one has ever heard of -_- & some people do songs with these dead people and their unreleased tracks. I just don't like it. Sorry, not sorry. Akon did a song with Michael Jackson, everybody and their mama did a song with Tupac and Biggie, now it's Aaliyah. I'm pretty sure there's LOTS more I just don't know of and frankly, honestly, I just don't care. I just think it's stupid. & then these DEAD artists be dropping albums shit -_- Really? Like really though? & then that hologram shit! o_O that's just fucking creepy & then years after they're dead, other news about their lives come to light. Like Michael Jackson, Whitney Houston, whoever. They don't even have to be in the music industry and the media has something to say about them, they say "new" shit about Marilyn Monroe -_- come on, she's been dead for..51 years. 51 fucking years and NOW motherfuckers wanna say shit about her marriages or career or whatever -_- Let it go! She's gone, everybody is gone. They're not here to defend themselves. Like where TF was this information when they were ALIVE?! When it was relevant! Bad mouthing the dead, yea that's real fucking cool. -_- Let these people Rest In Peace!

Gamer Girl

So apparently I'm a gamer, says my boyfriend. I don't seem to think so but sometimes I do since I do play video games, obviously. If you wanna get technical I started playing video games when I was younger. I don't remember when or what age but I would go to the store and play the game demos they had there, lol. I'll say I was about 8, 9, 10ish, idfk, lol. I guess that's when I first got into it. Then when I was a little older, I got a xbox, the original one but I don't think I really played it like that. I think I had one game for it -_- That shit stayed in my closet for who knows how long -_- don't ask why I got it if I wasn't gonna actually use it, idfk. But after that, I got a GameCube, I actually played that. I still have it though! If you're trying to buy it, get at me! lol fareal though. I still have the games I had for it. But I don't play that anymore obviously since I'm trying to sell it, lol.

Watching my boyfriend play his Xbox and me playing his too, I started to fall in love with it and wanted one sooo bad. So Christmas 2011, he bought me a Xbox 360! I was sooo shocked, I was not expecting that shit at all! We had talked about me getting one once I saved enough money but it seemed like I never had enough money. He told me to close my eyes, when I opened, there it was, a red and black (my favorite colors) Gears Of Wars Xbox 360. I'm not gonna front, I cried. It was exactly what I wanted and this nigga done surprised me with it :) He also got me like 1 or 2 games to go with it when I first got it. Then throughout the months, I began to buy my own games, my brother bought a couple and of course my boyfriend bought a few for me. Ever since then, I've fallen even more in love with it.

I've had it for a year and 5 months now and I love it. I have over 11,000 gamer points. Gamer points consist of how many achievements you get for each game. Achievements will vary for each game. I'm sure you know how a Xbox works. When I was younger, I used to really only play racing games cus that's what they had at the stores, lol. Nowadays I like to play fighting, shooting, strategy, shit like that. I'll just list a few games I have and actually play cus I have quite a few and only play a handful, lol.

• Sims 3 (got all achievements)
• WWE '13
• Max Payne 3
• Saint's Row The Third (notice a pattern, lol)
• CSI (all 3, beat one)
• Dance Central 1, 2 & 3
• Minecraft

My boyfriend got me on the first 4 games. I am soo in love with Sims, they're all my babies, I'm soo excited for Sims 4! The wrestling one is self-explanatory, he got me on wrestling so of course he got me on the games. With MP3, I really only like playing multiplayer, more fun to me than single player. Now that I think about it, that's like the only game I like playing multiplayer, along with Wheel Of Fortune. SR3 is just fucking awesome, I'm excited for the fourth even though they kinda doing the most. The show CSI is awesome even though I don't watch it anymore so of course I had to get the games. My brother got me on the show. & the DC's are fun because it's for Kinect. I bought my Kinect like last year sometime.

Recently I bought a Nintendo 3DS XL, a red one of course. I call it a DX (in honor of wrestling). This is fun too. Granted I only have one game for it but I be playing TF outta that game, lol. It's a fashion game, I'm a Boutique Manager and I love every second of it. So I guess I am a gamer and that's cool. I enjoy being one, it's fun, but sometimes it does get boring. Since I don't be having anything else to do, I don't have a fucking life -_- So if you have a Xbox 360, send me your gamertags, I just might add you :)



Youtube Sensatons That Make Life BETTER!

So I'm sure you all have people on youtube that you love to watch regularly. Every time they post a new video, you're right up in that bitch, supporting them. That's how I am. Youtube Sensations just makes you feel good. They make you feel like you can just pick up a camera and become one yourself (don't tell me you haven't thought of that, shit I have). I'm gonna list some of the Youtube Sensations I like to watch. I'm sure you've heard of most of them but if you haven't, please feel free to watch their videos, like, subscribe to them, like NOW cus they're fucking awesome and hilarious while some are serious :)

 

• Jenna Marbles
• Joe Santagato / SantagatoTV
• hotdamnirock
• Mark Dice
• Jerry LaVigne JR.
• Spoken Reasons
• Emmanuel N Phillip Hudson
• YoMuscleBoii
• SupereeeGO
• Lindsey Atkinson
• nigahiga
• ERB
• Twerk Team
• ijustine
• LaToya Forever

Some I watch more than others but neither the less I hope all of these youtubers continue to keep making videos that make me smile and inform me about things in life. & I hope they can do more than make youtube videos, like be on TV and movies, such like that. I'd appreciate that. They all have a special place in my heart :) & if you know of some I didn't list, please let me know!

 

 

My Mom

Well it's officially Mother's Day. I actually had something prepared to say about her but I had second thoughts about it. It was kind of a bit harsh BUT it was the FUCKING TRUE! Unfortunately I have a heart and decided not to post what I really want to say because I don't wanna hear people's mouths about how MY MOM is and how I feel about her. You wouldn't fucking understand. God has blessed and cursed me with being a good person :/ so all I'm going to say is HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all the mothers out there that actually take care of and love their children and support them! <3

 

Racism & Prejudice.

Today's topic is clearly about racism and prejudice. Let's start with the definitions, shall we? Wiki says "Racism is usually defined as views, practices and actions reflecting the belief that humanity is divided into distinct biological groups called races and that members of a certain race share certain attributes which make that group as a whole less desirable, more desirable, inferior or superior." Wiki also says "Prejudice refers to prejudgment: i.e. making a decision before becoming aware of the relevant facts of a case. In recent times, the word has come to be most often used to refer to preconceived, usually unfavorable, judgments toward people or a person because of gender, social class, age, disability, religion, sexuality, race/ethnicity, language, nationality or other personal characteristics."

Unfortunately racism still exists, after all these fucking years, go figure! -_- I'm sure we've all gone through some type of unnecessary racism in your life and maybe you've said some racist shit, without even realizing it sometimes. It's life, whatever but when you start to go overboard, you're just crossing the line. Like you just need to check yourself and go fall off a cliff or something cus you're worthless and unnecessary to life. Unfortunately I happen to know someone who is extremely racist and it is just embarrassing cus she would never say any of the shit she says to the race of people she hates. Yes she hates one race in particular. Yesterday she was just going off in the most unflattering, disgusting way that she's ever done. That shit was making me sick. She makes me sick.

Now I'm gonna be honest with you all and this may cost me views or whatever but it's whatever, I'm racist BUT it's towards EVERYBODY, not just one race or religion. I don't like any race, I hate everyone equally. Granted, I just hate people period so I don't know if you'll consider that racist but I just hate people, they're stupid. But even though I hate people, I still entertain the idea of thinking that people can actually be smart. I still hate the idea of racism, it's just so stupid. It's 2013, GROW TF UP! Like seriously, grow up.

 

Hating on one race just because one person from that race fucked you over is stupid. That's how the person is that I know. I'm pretty much the main reason she doesn't like the one race is because one loser fucked her over. She is so childish. I hate so much that I'm the seed of her. :/ All Ima ask is, what does being racist and saying nasty rascal comments to people bring you? Does it bring you joy? Does calling someone a "nigger", "beaner", "honky", "chink eyes", "canuck" make you happy? Sometimes unless you're telling jokes, there's no point for that. Ain't nobody got time for that. If you're racist, you're a bully, simple as that. If you're racist, I hope you grow up soon and learn that this world consists of many different people from different backgrounds, religions, races, orientations, etc!



My 2 Futures.

As you can tell by the title, I shall be talking about the 2 futures I could either way see my life going..

• The first dream that I have is that I am famous but I'm actually famous for something, not like the Kardashian family. A part of me just wants to be rich and famous like it just looks like a blast. Like I don't even really know what I would wanna be famous for, like I see myself doing EVERYTHING under the sun as my career. I've wanted to be a singer (even though I cant sing and I'm shy -_-), I've wanted to be an actress (& I still do), I've wanted to be a model, both runway & like a video vixen/model type of job, lol. I've also wanted to be a wrestler, or in the wrestling industry in any way. I've also wanted to be a youtube sensation. & like almost anything else you can think of. Kinda crazy I know, to be thinking any of that could actually happen. Hey, its my dreams, what can i say? I actually still wanna be an actress like seriously but I just feel like I wouldn't succeed and again, I'm shy :( I also want to win the lottery (refer back to 'Work' post), for some odd reason, I have such good faith that I'll win the lottery & I just want it to stay that way. I like being positive and having positive energy in my life. People who are on my side mean so much to me. Oh yea, I also wanna be a director, like for movies.
• The second dream I have, well its not really a dream, more like a backup plan if the whole being famous thing doesn't happen. So this one's simple, not as fancy and the hoopla as my actual dream. In this one, I just see me and my boyfriend being married, starting/having a family, living in hopefully a house, we're just on our own shit. & in this life, my career would be...IDFK :/ In this life too, I also don't know what I would do. I want to do EVERYTHING I can. I could see myself being a CSI (Crime Scene Investigator), that's my main one honestly. I love the show & it just seems like something I could be good at, even though I can't really stand being around dead bodies and shit, lol. A part of me always wanted to be an entrepreneur. Ever since my entrepreneurship class in high school, even though it was A LOT of work to prepare a business plan, I like to think of the end product of me being the owner of something. I recently "decided" I wanted to be a photographer, so I can add that to the list. I just pretty much wanna do everything that I can get my hands on. I can do anything I set my mind to, right?

I just want to be able to do something that makes me happy and to able to support my family in the future.

What are some of your dreams and aspirations? :)

Backstreet's Back Alright!

True story --> So I was just on twitter and the Backstreet Boys tweeted that it's been awhile since they've done a follow spree and to tweet them #BSBFollowMe if you wanted a followback so naturally I tweet what they said. I did it twice then I saw in my mentions 'backstreetboys followed you' and I was like WTF! I didn't believe, I still don't but I just wanted to share that with you all. This means soo much to me, I love them sooo much, have for many years. Thank You. (Refer back to Boy Bands post) :) @backstreetboys

 

 

Voltage

So I went to the club, Voltage, for the first time last night and I had a blast. My friend, Shay, invited me to go with her and her friends and I'm glad I did. So on our way there, it was a full car. We were squished like a motherfucker lol. So we went to Shay's friend, RJ's house and chilled for a little bit, waiting for his friends. We're chilling, listening to music and everyone takes a shot. I sat that one out. One girl was supposed to video tape it but she fucked up lol so they all took another shot, I joined in that one. Rumchata are so gross to me. Yuk, just thinking about them makes me wanna vomit. Anyway when everyone arrives, we try to figure out who will go with whom. Fast forward to on the way to the club, we had to pick up one more person, may I remind you we're already like 8 people deep lol we goes hard out this bitch. So we get to the club and the line to get in is long, I'm thinking omg this is gonna take forever but it didn't. So we're in line, Slim and I are in the back of the crew, I'm asking her so do I pay here or later, blah blah, I just had to show my ID and I got a wristband. As we were walking up to the line, I'm thinking to myself 'omg they patting people down' as I text my boyfriend that, he was like yea that's how it was when I went for the first time. So after I get my wristband, I was prepared to get patted down but I guess girls don't get patted down lol. So I was good. So we go in and pay, show our school ID's whatever and its like a whole new world in there. Remember, this was my first time in a club. Lights are flashing and going from light to dark, people dancing wildly, bars, all that. Fast forward, after Dancing since I've been there, it's hot as fuck and I get a nosebleed :/ shit sucked and very inconvenient. -_- but I fixed it and it was cool. So towards the end of the night, I run into my crush, the beautiful Danielle, I was shocked as shit to see her fine ass. I believe that was the first time I've seen her in person since high school o_o but anyway it was good seeing her. Almost everyone was shitfaced and ended up being the DD for Shay's car, keep in mind, I don't know my way around Baltimore so I needed guidance. Shay is done and laughing about everything, harder for her to give me guidance lol anyway I made it home safe as did everyone else. & I got to sneak my friend in so she could use the bathroom, lol. I just wanted to share my first club experience with you all. Hopefully I plan on getting more personal from now on :)

 

What are some good clubs you like to go to?

P.S. -- You can check out Shay on facebook.com/Lindsey.Shay.Atkinson
like her fan page on facebook.com/Lindsey.shay.atkinson3
follow her on twitter @shaydoron
subscribe to her page,  youtube.com/lindseyatkinson3 :)
&
You can check out Danielle on facebook.com/DanielleMonk
follow her on twitter @YankyDoodleDani
in Lil B's video "Twurk It Like Dat" :)