Saturday, July 20, 2013

That's That Shit I Don't Like

  • Slow Drivers
  • Liars
  • Bad Movies
  • Horrible Music
  • Conceited Motherfuckers
  • Cheaters / Home wreckers
  • Horrible Actors
  • People Who Talk ALOT
  • Stupid, Annoying People
  • When My Stuff Is Taken Without My Permission
  • Rude, Ignorant People
  • Being Told Shit I Already Know
  • Rain Everyday / Inclement weather
  • My Self-Esteem
  • Loud People
  • Slow Internet / Phone
  • Spending my own Money
I'll write more as they come to me, maybe.


Bullying Is For Bitches.

Bullying is somewhat of a hard topic to talk about or even to think about. I don't like or approve bullying of any sort. I hate bullying. I've been bullied, honestly, who hasn't? oh that's right, the cool kids, the pretty girls, the jocks, the popular people, the people that look like celebrities. Its all a popularity contest and a beauty contest and it makes me sick. Just because you don't look like a celebrity or you don't look like this or that, you're not welcomed or you're just not right for this or that. Because you're not straight, you'll be made fun of -_- People, mainly kids/teens, have KILLED themselves because they were being bullied so much or so badly. It should NEVER have to come to that. That breaks my heart hearing about that. What if it was your little sister, brother, cousin, YOUR child that was getting bullied and decided to end their life because they couldn't take it anymore?? How would you feel? What would you do to bring justice to them?

So I'm watching the movie "Bully" that came out in 2011 and I'm already crying. I'll come back after it's over..............Honestly, I can not watch this movie without crying....... Alright so I've finished watching it and I just wanna say that movie was like one of the saddest movies for me to watch. Just to see those kids getting bullied so bad, some to the point where they committed suicide. That really breaks my heart. I was literally crying like the majority of the movie. I just don't understand why kids actually feel the need to bully someone else. Like were you not hugged as a child? Did something bad happen to you growing up? Or you just think you're better than everyone else? Well you're NOT! We are all the same. We all just want to make it in this cruel world. What is it that makes these demon kids want to bully anyone? I would honestly like to know that.


What comes from bullying? To make you feel better? Well what about the person you called a "faggot" or a "dyke"? I know bullies can't think they like that. & I'm sure the person being bullied did NOTHING to be bullied. They were just picked on because they were an "easy target". Get TF outta here! Just mind your business and everything will be good. People bully other people because they look a certain way, because they don't look just like everybody else. Well what's it to you?! I'm sure they didn't choose to look the way they do, or have a disability, etc. So why add more attention to something I'm sure they're already self conscious about.

I can tell you one thing, in the future if I find out my children are being bullied, I will do EVERYTHING in my power, that god will allow, to help them. I will be fucking damned if I just sit around and watch this happen. You're just allowing it to continue, nope, not I. I just hope and pray that one day bullying can stop. I know, kind of a longggg ass shot but nothing comes from bullying but low self esteem and an increase in children's and teens deaths. Now who TF wants that? I surely don't. I just wish bullying would stop. It's not adding anything to life but death. As the WWE says, "Don't Be A Bully, Be A Star!"

No, I'm not the prettiest girl, farthest from the "prom queen". I'm not a size 5 with long hair, perfect vision and a whole bunch of friends. I'm not "perfect" or "bad". I'm just me. That's all I can be. But I'm damn sure a good person! & that's all that matters. As my inspiration, Selena Gomez said in her song, Who Says, "I'm NO beauty queen, I'm just beautiful ME!" <3

To any and everyone that's ever bullied me, in any way, shape or form, FUCK YOU! You can't hurt me any longer! :)

 

Sunday, July 14, 2013

RIP Cory Monteith

I just want to say I can't and don't believe that Cory is dead. This was just too sudden. He seemed like a good guy. I can only imagine the pain Lea Michele is going through. Her fiancĂ© is now longer here. You will be missed Cory. Glee will never be the same. Your family and friends are in my prayers. Rest In Paradise Cory Monteith.  5.11.82 - 7.13.13, Pray for Lea. I'm so sorry. <3


Life is too damn short. 

Friday, July 12, 2013

WWE Couples - Total Divas

So I wake up this morning to a text from a boyfriend. It's a link to a wrestling website. It said that some couples will be revealed on Total Divas later this month. The only ones I care about are John Cena and Nikki Bella & Justin Gabriel and a new diva Jo-Jo Offerman. Beautiful women and handsome men. I only care about these  couples because I guess you can say I have a crush on Cena and Gabriel. I'm not gonna lie, when I read that, & I read it like 3 times, I was hurt. Still am actually. I think the Justin-Jo-Jo relationship kind of hurts more because I tweeted just yesterday that Cena had to have been with someone, so I actually wanted to know that. But with Justin, I just never thought about him in a relationship so it snuck up on me.
 
My tweet yesterday about Cena.. "What I wanna know is, who is @JohnCena fucking? Cus I will gladly volunteer. He's too good of a person to not be digging into some pussy."
 
So clearly I was expecting him to be with someone, just didn't know who. This may sound stupid but I'm kind of heartbroken -_- yes, heartbroken over someone I've never met before. But you know how it is, crushing on a celebrity, thinking something can come from it. I was just stupid. Stupid to think all these attractive wrestlers were single. & even more stupid to believe that I actually stood any kind of chance with any of them. :/
 
  
 
So anyway, I guess I just wanted to get a little personal with y'all. I'm not gonna sit here and hate on Nikki and Jo-Jo. they're beautiful and everyone deserves to be happy but I can say that I'm hurt (story of my fucking life) but I would like to say that love is a beautiful thing & I am happy for these couples and wish them the best! :)... But I'm still hurt.
 
 

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

..#RAWBaltimore After

OMG, okay so when we left for #RAWBaltimore, of course we kinda got lost because we don't know our way around Baltimore, TF. So whatever we get there and we're parked in this rinky-dink parking garage, I'm not gonna talk shit cus it only cost $10. So I'm like bet. And the garage wasn't far from the arena. So we get to the arena and go inside, there's 2 lines. We're in the long one at first until we see that the other one was for us. People with floor and stage seats tickets. Yes niggas, we had floor seats, row C seats 9 & 10! Anyway so while we're waiting to get in the actual arena, it's already hype. As we walk in, they're chanting RVD and he wasn't even there last night lol he won't be until Sunday. So we wait and they chant more shit.  Then someone was there dressed as Spider-man and he was break dancing. I had to go to the fucking bathroom but we had to wait until we got in the actual arena -_- how TF they not gonna have a bathroom in the waiting part. -_- Whatevs. So as we're waiting, fucking Bob Backlund comes walking down the ramp with some guy and he comes and shakes hands with almost everyone (he somehow misses us -_-) whatevs. When they start letting people in, they let the people I. The higher seats in first, lucky motherfuckers. So they checked people's signs and females purses, no backpacks were allowed. The whole time they were doing that, I'm like tryna figure out a way to sneak my camera in since video recording isn't allowed -_- so when it was our time, nobody said anything about my camera cus I guess the dude that checked my purse didn't see it so heyyy lol. & they didn't check my sign so *shrugs*.

So when we get into the arena, they scan our tickets and we got to keep them ^_^ so we go straight to the bathrooms. We look around a little, i buy food, he buys 2 things. Then we go to our seats and just wait. 

So 7:30 rolls around and Justin Roberts says that Superstars will begin shortly. During Superstars we saw Darren Young vs. Justin Gabriel and JG won! :) Then it was Zack Ryder vs. Antonio Cesaro and AC won. Then #RAW started! It was just the most amazing experience ever, my first & definitely wont be my last. It was weird cus we couldn't hear the commentators in the arena, only y'all hear them. We were so used to listening to them during the matches but id rather be there live! The atmosphere was just unbelievable. Seeing everybody and hearing all the chants and boos and cheers was just amazing. During the tag team match with Roman Reigns and Seth Rollins vs. Brodus Clay and Albert "Sweet T" Tensai, while The Shied was waiting for them to come out, i called out Roman's name and he looked at me! ^_^ Obviously throughout the whole show, I'm tryna get my sign noticed. i was holding that bitch up, yelling every body's name and shit. i was tryna get noticed, lol.



 if you look back at that show, you can see my boyfriend and i in the audience and my sign! During the Jericho vs. Axel match, i was shouting out "Irvine" cus that's Jericho's real last name lol The Wyatt Family debuted, that was cool. Lights were out & well if you watch wrestling, you saw. When they did that poll to determine if Vickie would keep her job or not, i feel like i was the first on the vote cus i went to it as Jerry Lawler was telling everyone about it. So my boyfriend and i were part of that 25%. When the Wyatt's attacked Kane, they were close to our side but of course tall fucks in front of us stood up so it was harder for us to see. -_- The length the divas matches be on TV was the same length in person, short, lol but it was really good seeing all those beautiful women in person. ;) By the time CM Punk & Orton's match, our phone batteries were dying -_- so we had to reserve shit. Uhm that's pretty much it until the after the show went off the air & we saw that Cena vs. Ryback match. As Cena went to get a table from under the ring, i screamed out "I Love You Cena!" & he looked up at me then went on about his business! ^_^ So the show is over & as everyone is walking out, we're waiting cus we noticed that Justin Roberts was still around, so we went over to him along with other people. We both shook his hand and i got a picture with him! ^_^ The girl next to me said something about twitter & he was like oh you follow me? & she said yea can you follow me then i said it & he just laughed. That shit was funny, lol.

But yea like I've said this was one of the best nights of my life and i shall remember it forever (at least try to). i cant wait until they come back cus I'm hopping on them tickets in a heartbeat! All i can say is, you had to be there. If you've never been, please go! <3

Monday, July 8, 2013

#RAWBaltimore Before..

Well, Well, Well today is the day! It's finally here! Time for Monday Night RAW to come to Baltimore and my boyfriend and I are going! We've been waiting for about like a month or so for this event to happen & it's finally arrived! & I'm super fucking excited! This will be my first WWE event & hopefully not my last. All I can say now is that I am too ready. So excited to see Dolph, Cena, AJ & whoever the fuck else is there! If you're going and you see us there, say what's up! I'll post a #RAWBaltimore After obviously after the event! :)