Wherever, Whenever (8.19.09)

I believe anything worth having is worth waiting for & baby you're more than worth it. For you, I'm willing to walk the long road of distance in time, as long as you promise forever to be mine. Wherever, Whenever you go, I'll always follow, by your side, I'll stand. Wherever, when ever you need me, I'll always be here, cheering on my man. If ever you're suffering, I'm here to nurture you. Whenever you're hurting emotionally, use my shoulder to cry on. Wherever life takes us, whether by car, on a bike or bus, with patience comes love, so I never fuss. I know love isn't perfect but we can make it work. I crave to have you in every way - mentally, physically and emotionally. This exactly I'm determined to get. No matter the distance between us, inseparable, we'll always be. I love you for you, you allow me to be me. You and me, we're magical, this everyone can see. When you're away, you're constantly going through my mind, when you're far and gone, I miss you all the time. Even worlds away from each other, our hearts will never part. I guess it's true, anything worth having is worth waiting for. Wherever, Whenever you need me, I'll be knocking at your door.

My Loves..

BSB - These 5 men mean so much to me. I refer to them as "the loves of my life". Their music speaks to me on so many volumes. They always have something positive to say in their music or just in their personal lives. I've been a fan since I was about 9, 10 and I will admit, I fell off for years for whatever reason but I came back a few years ago and I regret nothing. I'm loving every minute of it. After 20 years, I finally got to see them in concert back in 2013 for Mistletoe Meltdown. It was one of the greatest, most magical nights of my life and I'll never forget it (& I have bad memory lol)  I will rep them and claim them as my faves in a heartbeat. Their songs come on the radio, I'm already jamming with it on full blast. I just love them so much, I connect to them like no other. Words can't even begin to explain my love for BSB. I really wish I could meet them so I can fan girl, haha. But I just wanna tell them, Thank You for the music that touches my soul every time I listen to it, even to this day. I love you all, #BSBArmy for life. #KTBSPA ❤️


Selena Gomez / Demi Lovato - I put these 2 together because I can see myself being friends with them, maybe even best friends. That's what I want at least. I can just see me and Demi and me and Selena or all three of us having a special connection together, special friendship. They just mean so much to me. They are strong, beautiful, inspirational women and I just feel like I could add a little something to their lives and vice versa.
I believe I was a fan of Selena first, started out with Wizards, then her music career, finally getting to go to one of her concerts, (Stars Dance Tour), again, that night was one of the best nights of my life. The seats were kinda shitty but seeing her live, in person made up for it. She's even more beautiful in person and she's such a sweet, genuine person. I can't wait until she comes back.
Then with Demi, I'll say I became a fan of hers later in her career, around the time of her "Unbroken" album but I was also watching her on Disney. & amazingly enough, I went to her tour as well (Demi World Tour). I was supposed to go to her Neon Lights Tour but weather is a bitch and that one was in VA. Again, this concert was another amazing night. She's even more beautiful in person as well. As well as humble, fun, and now confident with herself, which I love. Her story is very inspirational and I just hope one day that I'll get to meet her, Selena and the Backstreet Boys so I can tell them how much they mean to me.

I love you all. <333

Flashbacks To High School

I've been out of school for 5 years now, Class of 2010 all day! Just like everyone else, I was nervous AF to go to high school, whether they want to admit it or not, I will. I didn't know what TF that was gonna bring. All I had in my head was the people were gonna be big, tall, mean and the work was gonna be hard AF. I thought I wasn't gonna make any friends and at some points I didn't think I'd graduate. :/ Lets go by the grades, shall we?... I don't remember much so this will be short. Lol

9th Grade ('06-'07)--> I don't remember much about my freshman year, like at all, -_- Uh I had my first boyfriend. I became closer with 2 of my friends during this time.

10th Grade ('07-'08) --> Like my freshman year, I don't really remember much from my sophomore year either, -_- Second boyfriend.

11th Grade ('08-'09) --> This was the year I seriously could not wait to get out of school. I really started to hate school in the 11th grade. It just seemed unnecessary and I just fucking hated it. 

12 grade ('09-'10) --> Senior fucking year. Y'all have no idea how much I semi enjoyed senior year. Mainly because it was my last year hahaha. But senior year was a good year. I grew up a lot since freshman year and so did my friends at the time. It was just a good time. 


That's pretty much it. Tell me about your high school experience. 

I've been gone for a minute...

I've been gone for 2 damn years. I think it's time I get back on this...