My 2 Futures.

As you can tell by the title, I shall be talking about the 2 futures I could either way see my life going..

• The first dream that I have is that I am famous but I'm actually famous for something, not like the Kardashian family. A part of me just wants to be rich and famous like it just looks like a blast. Like I don't even really know what I would wanna be famous for, like I see myself doing EVERYTHING under the sun as my career. I've wanted to be a singer (even though I cant sing and I'm shy -_-), I've wanted to be an actress (& I still do), I've wanted to be a model, both runway & like a video vixen/model type of job, lol. I've also wanted to be a wrestler, or in the wrestling industry in any way. I've also wanted to be a youtube sensation. & like almost anything else you can think of. Kinda crazy I know, to be thinking any of that could actually happen. Hey, its my dreams, what can i say? I actually still wanna be an actress like seriously but I just feel like I wouldn't succeed and again, I'm shy :( I also want to win the lottery (refer back to 'Work' post), for some odd reason, I have such good faith that I'll win the lottery & I just want it to stay that way. I like being positive and having positive energy in my life. People who are on my side mean so much to me. Oh yea, I also wanna be a director, like for movies.
• The second dream I have, well its not really a dream, more like a backup plan if the whole being famous thing doesn't happen. So this one's simple, not as fancy and the hoopla as my actual dream. In this one, I just see me and my boyfriend being married, starting/having a family, living in hopefully a house, we're just on our own shit. & in this life, my career would be...IDFK :/ In this life too, I also don't know what I would do. I want to do EVERYTHING I can. I could see myself being a CSI (Crime Scene Investigator), that's my main one honestly. I love the show & it just seems like something I could be good at, even though I can't really stand being around dead bodies and shit, lol. A part of me always wanted to be an entrepreneur. Ever since my entrepreneurship class in high school, even though it was A LOT of work to prepare a business plan, I like to think of the end product of me being the owner of something. I recently "decided" I wanted to be a photographer, so I can add that to the list. I just pretty much wanna do everything that I can get my hands on. I can do anything I set my mind to, right?

I just want to be able to do something that makes me happy and to able to support my family in the future.

What are some of your dreams and aspirations? :)